If there is something in my memory, it's my grandfather. The style of the brand, the attitude of indifference in my heart.

  假如说我心灵深处的是啥,那非我爷爷莫属。无欲无求的姿势,成熟的个人行为工作作风,那一抹恬淡的微笑,深烙在心里。


Maybe the children in the countryside are raised in captivity. I was raised in captivity since I was a child. It's stocking, but it's not like stocking. My parents asked my grandfather to look after me, but I didn't feel like being raised except for eating. It's like a child wandering outside. I know that my grandfather is old and can't take care of me so carefully any more. But I'm noisy by nature, so my grandfather must be very helpless.

  也许乡村的小孩全是散养的多吧,我自小便是被散养大的。说成散养,又不好像散养,父母让祖父照顾我,可我除开用餐之外,基本上沒有被养着的觉得。反像是漂泊在外面的小孩,我明白,祖父上年龄了,没法再那麼细心的照顾我,可是我天性爱哭,想来祖父也是很无奈吧。


Although my grandfather didn't care much about me, he was excellent to me. It was my grandfather who had retired and could have lived a comfortable life with his pension. But he seldom spends his money on himself. Instead, he spends his money on our books and food. At that time, I was too naive. I always thought that my grandfather was very rich. I always asked him for pocket money. Until one day, my mother told me that in fact, my grandfather was poor all his life and worried all his life. In the end, he was not willing to spend money on himself. At that moment, I felt a little bitter in my heart.

  虽然祖父不太管我,但一件事则是很好的。那就是祖父早已离休,本能够拿着退休养老金过着安安稳稳的小日子。但他自己却非常少把钱用到自身的身上,只是把钱用到大家的书籍和进食上。那时候的我们想的太多,总是以为祖父很富有,一直无缘无故的向祖父追讨零花钱。直至有一天母亲跟我说,实际上祖父穷了一辈子,操劳了一辈子,到头来都舍不得把钱用在自身的身上。那一瞬间,我竟感觉内心有一些苦味。


As I grew up, I also went to junior high school and had my own good friends. One day, when my good friend and I went to the street to go home, I saw my grandfather sitting on a chair to rest, and his feet were food and learning tools for us. At that moment, I don't know why I felt that my grandfather was lonely and seemed to be much older.

  伴随着年纪的成长,因为我到了中学,也拥有自身的最好的朋友。当某一天我与我最好的朋友逛一逛完街提前准备回家了的情况下,我无意间的一暼,见到祖父坐着一张桌椅上歇息,而他的脚底是给大家的进食和学习用品,那一刻我不清楚为何感觉祖父很孤寂,似年纪大了很多。